Letter to the Bride

Note: Whenever I read this poem, I can't help myself but laugh. I made this poem as I repeatedly joked with a friend in regards to her fake twitter wedding to an ex-crush of mine. I have nothing to do that time and so I came out with a poem that I think expresses the feeling of a woman who handed her last wish to a friend who happens to wed her ex.

Letter to the Bride

Teary eyed as I gazed on a beautiful scented paper I see those carved flowers and a cute wedding bell, Shocking as it may seem but I have nothing to tell My body froze, but ironically, I felt like I'm going to hell.

I can't breathe, I just closed my eyes Palpitations began, I just prayed that these were all lies, I wanted to wish you both to be happy To cherish each other and good luck on your new journey.

But how and where would I start? Should I tell my heartbeat to stop? Should I count the days before you and him say each vow? Or can I still tell him that I am in misery now?

I don't know what to do, but I have something to tell you I surrender, I gave up, I will now let you have my life I loved him first, I love him no less It just broke my heart that for him I'm not the best.

I'm a fool who's still in love with a guy who's now in love with you Sorry, but I can't come and witness how you two say "I do", Just please kiss him for me one last time Whisper to him "I am fine", someday "I will be fine".