Missing You

Note: Missing You was a reply to @pantastekmiggy's poem entitled "Unspoken". Unfortunately, I can't remember where I saved the copy of his poem and so I can't post it here. The only thing I remember while doing this is I had a massive nose bleed. Ang hirap sumulat kapag spokening dollar, mygas! =))

Missing You

I've missed the way you hold my hands You kissed all my fingers one by one, While telling and detailing all our future plans And now it kills me, seeing you fulfilling them, but not with you as my man.

I've missed the way you breathe through my ears Every time you and I went for some star gazing at the hills, I've missed the way you said "I love you" And now I've missed it more because even in silent I can't hear it from you.

I've missed the way your arms enclosed around me How I feel the heat coming from your body telling 'you're safe with me', But now all I can see is your gentle caress While embracing the girl you love and not me whom you love less.

I've missed those looks you gave to me As if you've seen something that other's can't see I missed our telephone conversation all day, all night Knowing this time, we cannot do it again, not a chance in this life.

I've missed the movie marathon bonding while I played your hair How you lovingly touch me every time my tears fell and you hurriedly care, I've missed how you comfort me by saying you're just there But now, I've realized "promises are made to be broken one after another".

I've missed all the things you and I just created together All those moments where other worlds don't exist, but only the two of us just matter, I've missed the quarrels, jealousy and the catching up after the fights But now, I just cry knowing those things will never ever be the same tonight.

Everything was new and we both can't deny it We blissfully fall in love and magically our hearts fit, Those lingering kisses we share proven our feelings But now they kill me every time I tried to search the new meaning.

That time I wished the clock would stop and be still I've prayed that you stay with me together with what you truly feel, But what really breaks my heart is knowing, just like my name in your arms, it fades Your love for me was given freely to a girl, you believed it was your half given fate.